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[He responds by looping his arm around Gu Yun's waist, pulling him close enough so when he leaned over he could nose at those raccoon ears.

It's fine if he's not looking where he's going. it's not like Gu Yun's going to walk him into anything.]

Tch-tch-tch!

[ Is he scolding? Is he chittering? Either way, he angles his head away and blushes, his soft ears twitching. The hand looped around Chang Geng's shoulders pats a few times, and goes for the ponytail again. Mostly, it's to stop the tickling, but also it's because such soft, shiny hair is nice to touch.

In such fashion, they finally make it to the bedroom. ]

[...

The blush is attractive. The chittering is a bit odd, though. Not odd enough, however, to stop him from smiling while ducking down to press kisses to Gu Yun's cheek and jawline. The hand on his ponytail doesn't deter him in the least. He wouldn't mind a bit of pulling but he also knew without question that Gu Yun would never hurt him.

He kicks the door shut behind them, too content with how they were standing to bother letting go to do something as mundane as shutting the door.

It's only them here so maybe shutting the door isn't all that necessary, but Gu Yun was a gentleman in this regard.

Besides, there were some things he had in mind tonight and it'd be easier to convince his partner if he's more comfortable.

He hunches over a little to rest his chin on Gu Yun's shoulder and smiles sweetly at him, knowing that Gu Yun has the least defense against this sort of look.]

Zi Xi, there's something I'd like to try. Will you let me...?

[ Ordinarily, this combination of sweet kisses, angelic demeanor, and innocent request would be enough to set Gu Yun's hips instantly aching, and that would be the case in any setting outside the bedroom, let alone in it. But the waning Iris moon has left him protective and eager to please, and his raccoon transformation makes him curious, so against all his better judgement, he melts and lets go of Chang Geng's ponytail, to reach up and pat the top of his head.

He smiles indulgently. ]

How can I refuse my darling?

[He gives him a gentle, linger kiss, exactly the sort Gu Yun likes best before pulling away.] Give me a moment.

[Then he heads to the closet...and returns with a nondescript box that he had hidden somewhere he was sure Gu Yun wouldn't look.

Inside, is, of course, the blindfold, the handcuffs and the muzzle he'd bought.]

I bought some things. Zi Xi can pick what we try first.

[And then he hands over the box, looking expectant.]

[ With his raccoonish curiosity, he can't help opening the box eagerly and hauling out the things inside. His sensitive hands immediately seek out the shiny handcuffs (he has handcuffs of his own as a Moon Knight, they're pink and furry and no for obvious reasons he's never pointed them out to Chang Geng), hold them up for a moment, and then set them aside. The blindfold he holds up next, stretching it apart with his hands, interpreting it only as a strip of dark fabric, before dropping it and letting it flutter down to the bed. Finally, he reaches for the muzzle.

...

The thing is weird enough that it takes him a moment to parse out what the thing is. ]

[ ... ]

Um...

[ He clears his throat. ]

Is this... is this because it's the triple moon coming up?

[ A muzzle, that's what this thing is. Is it because Chang Geng fears he might turn back into a wolf and bite people? Now the handcuffs makes sense too, it's another means of restraining a fierce animal. The strip of fabric might be for tying wounds or something.

Gu Yun's heart twists. Why had Chang Geng made this seem like some enticing present or something romantic, when it's for such a purpose? This kid's mind is hard to fathom, sometimes.

With a helpless sigh, he reaches up, to cup Chang Geng's cheek. ]

Whatever happens, this month or ever, I have the strength to look after you. You don't have to worry.

[It's obvious that Gu Yun had gotten the wrong idea. He hadn't wanted to put anything too lewd in the box, to better ease Gu Yun into things, assuming that Gu Yun would have learned about some of these things while here.

In hindsight, it might have been easier if he added a dildo to the box.

Well, too late for regrets now. He turned his head to press a kiss to Gu Yun's palm, smiling a little helplessly.]

I know.

[...but how does it bring it up now? He looks thoughtful, just a little troubled before he sighs.]

I bought these after the charity ball with a coupon given to me by Shen-erge.

[Which is to say, these came from a sex shop. He only calls him that so there's no confusion which Shen Qingqiu he got it from...that should be enough, right? If he has to say what these are outright he can but it feels this is the better way to do it.]

[ He is, by nature, protective. The Iris moon only amplifies that. For these reasons he'd asked about Chang Geng's suffering, about his desire to live.

This aspect of Chang Geng's suffering, that he believes himself to be a dangerous animal only fit to be restrained, how can this not upset him? Thus Chang Geng's troubled sigh rends his heart.

He looks up, alert and listening. ]

[ ... ]

Shen-erge. Such kindness. I haven't seen him these days, I should pay him a visit.

[ His lips are curved into a smile, but an aura of strong killing intent envelops him. He stands, shaking out his clothes.

Shen Qingqiu, that jade exterior but rotten inside, how could he put such a thought in his darling Chang Geng's head? He'll get revenge, for sure. ]

[He can tell, already that this clue wasn't enough because Gu Yun has clearly gotten the wrong idea. It wasn't that he didn't like seeing Gu Yun's protective streak appear but he sort of had other plans tonight.

So, when Gu Yun moves to stand, he reaches out to hold his sleeve.]

Zi Xi. These are sex toys.

[ Thus held back, he stops and looks back.

...

He thinks there's something wrong with his ears. ]

What?

[Oh boy.

He wonders idly if Gu Yun has even heard of this sort of play.

He tugs on Gu Yun's sleeve, trying to coax him back into sitting with him. This is about closer to what he'd expected in terms of reactions so this he knew how to work with.]

Restraints are sometimes used in the bedroom. It's a form of bedroom play...but also a show of trust. [He paused, then added.] The muzzle I bought for myself. [Because he knows that is bit more...intimidating out of the three he'd bought...which naturally also means the other teo he had hought with Gu Yun in mind.] So if Zi Xi would prefer, I could be the one being restrained.

[He doesn't mind either way in the end...he does find the idea of Gu Yun restrained appealing as well.]

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[ Jerked in one direction and then another, neither his heart nor his head can keep up. He's pulled back easily; indeed, his legs seem to give way and he sits down in a heap, on the bed. ]

Uh...

[ Restraints... in the bedroom... he's heard of this. He's certainly seen such items for sale in the various shops; he has indeed visited a few sex shops in Lunatia, out of curiosity, but never found anything he saw fit to buy (a long feather had looked elegant, but like that kid needs any more encouragement to tickle him!).

But the idea of restraining his darling, it makes him think of what might have to happen if Chang Geng loses control of the Bone of Impurity. It hurts his heart. ]

[ So he lifts the corners of his mouth, leans back on the bed and says carelessly through half-lidded eyes: ]

It was my sweetheart who bought these things, he clearly has something in mind.

[He doesn't lick his lips as he watches Gu Yun lean back but his eyes weren't unlike that of a predator. Given the earlier topic...the muzzle was probably out of the question tonight.

So when he leaned over him, one hand pressing an indent into the bed the other reaches out to take the blindfold.]

I want...to take care of you. To love you. [He paused, his own heart hammering in his chest as he wondered...if he weren't asking for too much? And yet, he still brought the blindfold higher and pressed it to his own lips, eyes never leaving Gu Yun's.] Zi Xi, if I asked, would you limit your own sight and leave everything to me?

[ Seeing Chang Geng leaning over him with such a look, Gu Yun's heart thumps. Desire pulses through his body; they aren't touching, but the sensation is every bit as heady as moonlacing. His eyes travel to the blindfold pressed against Chang Geng's lips, and he suddenly realizes, he want it very much. ]

[ .......which is embarrassing! ]

Haha, I don't mind indulging you.

[ He lifts a hand, to bat at a dangling end of the blindfold. ]

Yes please take care of your Gu Yun, who needs a helping hand, can only fight iron puppets and root out rebellion while blindfolded.

[The memories those words evoke weren't entirely happy ones but time and distance and above all experience had dulled their edges. He was no longer the youth he had been, barely about to help the person he wanted to support the most.

Which is why he's able to smile, lowering the blindfold so it brushed against Gu Yun's skin, trailing as he lifted it higher to touch it to Gu Yun's face, covering the beauty mark at the corner of his eye.]

I know my general is very capable, of course.

[He shofts his weight so he could use both hands to hold the ends of the blindfold, reaching behind Gu Yun in something almost like an embrace as he ties the blindfold.]

Which is all the more reason for me to bbegrateful for your indulgence and favour.

[ The moment when his vision blurs is always unpleasant. No matter how many times it happens, it reminds him of that day long ago, when so many brave men died and his childhood ended. It reminds him of the endless days spent training, his terror of the iron puppets, his father's merciless exhortations, the nightmares, all of it. Of course, it also means he has to take that medicine, and endure such pain.

So when the blindfold goes around his eyes, he can't help grimacing.

Immediately after these feelings sweep past him, his other senses heighten. He catches the familiar scent of calming herbs on Chang Geng's body, and senses the warmth of his body nearby. This blindfold... it's something he's letting Chang Geng do. And the act of letting him do it, proves his trust in Chang Geng.

It's not that he distrusts Chang Geng, but he's always wanted to be in the position of protecting him, and has always seen this as his duty. Like this, how can he do that? ]

[ That grimace fades to a complicated expression, before he puts on a grin. ]

Mm, I look forwards to experiencing your 'gratitude.'

[ He says this in a way that's half-exasperated, half-teasing, as he reaches up and rubs the side of Chang Geng's cheek with his hand. Of course, there's no hesitation in his movements, able to find and caress his lover's face easily despite being blindfolded. ]

[He watches Gu Yun's expression carefully, not going further than this until his expression smooths back into a grin.

He reaches up to cover Gu Yun's hand.]

Tell me if you want to stop. I want this to be good for you too.

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