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[ .......which is embarrassing! ]

Haha, I don't mind indulging you.

[ He lifts a hand, to bat at a dangling end of the blindfold. ]

Yes please take care of your Gu Yun, who needs a helping hand, can only fight iron puppets and root out rebellion while blindfolded.

[The memories those words evoke weren't entirely happy ones but time and distance and above all experience had dulled their edges. He was no longer the youth he had been, barely about to help the person he wanted to support the most.

Which is why he's able to smile, lowering the blindfold so it brushed against Gu Yun's skin, trailing as he lifted it higher to touch it to Gu Yun's face, covering the beauty mark at the corner of his eye.]

I know my general is very capable, of course.

[He shofts his weight so he could use both hands to hold the ends of the blindfold, reaching behind Gu Yun in something almost like an embrace as he ties the blindfold.]

Which is all the more reason for me to bbegrateful for your indulgence and favour.

[ The moment when his vision blurs is always unpleasant. No matter how many times it happens, it reminds him of that day long ago, when so many brave men died and his childhood ended. It reminds him of the endless days spent training, his terror of the iron puppets, his father's merciless exhortations, the nightmares, all of it. Of course, it also means he has to take that medicine, and endure such pain.

So when the blindfold goes around his eyes, he can't help grimacing.

Immediately after these feelings sweep past him, his other senses heighten. He catches the familiar scent of calming herbs on Chang Geng's body, and senses the warmth of his body nearby. This blindfold... it's something he's letting Chang Geng do. And the act of letting him do it, proves his trust in Chang Geng.

It's not that he distrusts Chang Geng, but he's always wanted to be in the position of protecting him, and has always seen this as his duty. Like this, how can he do that? ]

[ That grimace fades to a complicated expression, before he puts on a grin. ]

Mm, I look forwards to experiencing your 'gratitude.'

[ He says this in a way that's half-exasperated, half-teasing, as he reaches up and rubs the side of Chang Geng's cheek with his hand. Of course, there's no hesitation in his movements, able to find and caress his lover's face easily despite being blindfolded. ]

[He watches Gu Yun's expression carefully, not going further than this until his expression smooths back into a grin.

He reaches up to cover Gu Yun's hand.]

Tell me if you want to stop. I want this to be good for you too.

[ Telling you to stop after I said you could do it, what kind of indecisive person do you think I am? ]

My darling embracing me, what part of that won't be good?

[He smiles and, knowing that Gu Yun can't see it while blindfolded, he turns his head a little and presses it against the palm there. Then he moves Gu Yun's hand to place a kiss against the inside of his wrist. When he speaks, his lips and his breath brushes against the skin there.]

I'll make sure all of it is good.

[Then he lets go of Gu Yun so he could start undressing him, taking things much slower than he usually did, letting his touch linger as he plucks at the ties of his clothes.]

[ Chang Geng has undressed him so many times before, but the gift of chroma has always preserved his vision. Though he might close his eyes at times, he knows he can always open them. Like this, however, his old instincts return: switching his focus principally to touch.

Touch: sensing his clothes loosen, fabric sliding against skin, Chang Geng's deft fingers brushing against his body, adoration in every gesture. He shivers, goosebumps rising and his scalp tingling. His instincts are telling him that he's vulnerable like this, that he should move to defend himself; resisting that instinct and letting Chang Geng do as he will is... ]

Mmm...

[ ...extremely arousing. His fingertips twitch; he wants to return the favor and peel Chang Geng's clothes off as well. But he'd said "leave everything to me," so Gu Yun contents himself with clutching the sheets instead. ]

[There was really nothing stopping Gu Yun from taking the blindfold off, he knew that.

That he didn't, that he was allowing Chang Geng this...even if he had tens of thousands of words he still wouldn't be able to properly explain the feelings that brings.

He felt like he'd been handed a precious gift not to be squandered, but also, watching the way Gu Yun's hands gripped the sheets made something possessive and feral rise in him as well.

He trembled from the force of restraint as he tried to keep things slow, to draw it out, worshipping the skin that's revealed with hands and mouth with desperate, wet kisses.

When his robes were open he had to stop for a moment just to look even as his hands slid lower to Gu Yun's hips.]

Zi Xi, sit up for me? [Because he can't get your clothes off while you're lying on them.]

[ His sense of vulnerability only grows as his skin is progressively exposed, even with Chang Geng's loving attentions; it's as discomfiting as it is arousing and he has to control his breathing to stay calm.

Being asked to move is a relief, as just lying there is driving him crazy. He sits, unable to resist the urge to capture a lock of Chang Geng's hair between his fingers (it had been dangling down and tickling his exposed chest) and kissing it.

With his lips curving into a teasing smile, he asks: ]

What else would you like?

[ Even as he speaks this nonsense, it occurs to him just then: no one had ever cared for him gently, when he couldn't see. His parents refused to coddle him; and he himself always refused to tolerate Shen Yi's fussing.

So this kind of gentle care, it's as unbearable as it is sweet. ]

[Even now, he can't help but be awed by how well Gu Yun can do things while unable to see.

Catching a lock of hair wasn't even half as impressive as stopping a rebellion but the way he never once blindly gropes for it or even hesitate to take it...it reminds him again all that this person had had to suffer by himself.

He pushes Gu Yun's robe off his shoulders, letting gravity slide it down the rest of the way as he pressed a kiss to a shoulder.]

I want to cherish you. [He whispered it against the skin before turning his head to nuzzle against Gu Yun's neck even as he pulls at him, trying to get him to sit on his lap.] I want to be good to you and give the rest of my life over to you.

[ He extends his arms, letting his robe fall from them, and easily allows himself to be dragged onto Chang Geng's lap. These sweet kisses, these words murmured against the now hypersensitive skin of his neck are enough to make him feel ticklish. ]

Ha—!

[ It's a short, soft pant, as he restrains his laughter. At the same time his arousal is tenting his trousers. Combined, this has a great effect. ]

So you want my life, too.

[ He'd assumed Chang Geng's words were some kind of bedroom talk, and so he replies in kind. ]

[He can't help but smile and the expression is pressed against Gu Yun's skin.]

Is that too much> [He let his hands settle on Gu Yun's hips] Even though you promised to buy a place in Jiangnan and let me live with you there?

[His own dick had been hard already before this point but even though the moonlacing makes it hard, he ignores it as he moves to palm at Gu Yun through his trousers.]

On a military salary, won't that place be very small? Will his Highness really condescend to—ah!

[ Because he's blindfolded, the hand stroking him comes as a surprise, and he can't help calling out. He squirms, rolling his hips, and feels Chang Geng's cock rubbing against his backside. His body, on its own, immediately recalls the familiar and intense sensation of being stretched open and thoroughly fucked, the heady scent of calming herbs and musk, the taste of Chang Geng's lips...

His cold skin flushes with heat. He reaches up with one hand, to find Chang Geng's chin and turn it towards him, so he can lean in for a deep, hungry kiss. ]

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